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When We Were Rock Stars

We were in the KISS Army and we meant business.
We were in the KISS Army and we meant business. (Click the image to read the story.)

In keeping with the current “Throwback Thursday” theme that is all the rage with the kids these days, here is my contribution: a (true) story I wrote in 2001, thirteen years ago! (Did I really just say 13 years?)

Even though it was written after the internet was well on its way to being a ubiquitous staple of everyday modern life, this story is showing some signs of age, a little rust here and there. For instance, iPods were not invented and CDs were still all the rage. (A little Googling revealed that the first iPods hit the market in October of 2001.) Also, this gem of a story hit the internet 2 1/2 years before MySpace opened its doors and 3 years before Facebook began its intended world domination. (What’s MySpace?) This story was published during the era of “online journals.” We didn’t have “blogs.” Blogs didn’t catch on until after some of us toyed around with “weblogs” first. Same difference, “blog” just sounds cuter. There was Diaryland back then, a site were you could sign up for a free online diary. It was pretty basic and you had to “host” your images elsewhere. But there are some of us still around who went hardcore and built our own websites. We told our stories, recounted our days. We made image galleries, resizing photos and making thumbnails and html pages and we “ftp’ed” all of it to our servers (for which we either paid a monthly fee or we got free hosting, for which we had to tolerate ads on the headers and footers of all our pages). Facebook has combined all that and, unfortunately, has conditioned (reduced) us into primarily writing brief statuses and witty comments. Who writes stories online anymore? Who has the attention span to read them?

But, you know what? All that great stuff aside. Growing up, what the hell was an internet? Who thought about the “World Wide Web” in 1975, except the Army? Who cared about computers? We had bikes, and footballs, and BB guns, and the outdoors, and imaginations. And, as a rite of passage into our teenage years, we all discovered the true opiate of the masses: Rock-n-roll.

I want to go back! I will willingly turn in my iPhone, walk away from the entire internet without even glancing over my shoulder, hand write all my letters for now on, if… if you will let me go back to those years when I first discovered rock music. I don’t want to go all the way back to the days of GI Joes and playing hide and seek. Not that far back. Just back to the days when I first grew my hair long (when it was still an act of rebellion), when girls lost their cooties and became the most intriguing of God’s creatures, and Led Zepellin had just released “Stairway to Heaven,” and the sound of electric guitars and drums brought me to life. I want to go THERE.

This story from January 30, 2001 is about the beginning of those days for my cousin, Patrick, and me. I miss those days. I miss my cousin. (And some of the trouble we got into.) This story is a reminiscence of those days.

Read it here.

And…

Well…

I didn’t really mean all that crap about giving up the internet!

Hand me my iPhone, would ya?

Fifteen Feet of Pure White Snow

Sometimes my iPod is chillingly clairvoyant.

Four songs that played within 20 minutes of each other on my iPod this afternoon (after last night’s snowfall):

“Pictures of Home” by Deep Purple, which has the lines: “I’m alone here, with emptiness, eagles and snow. Unfriendliness chilling my body and taunting with pictures of home.”

Then an instrumental by Phil Keaggy called “Icicles.”

Third, “Home Again” by Carole King which says, “Snow is cold. Rain is wet. Chills my soul right to the marrow.” Yes, it snowed last night, then turned to rain and left a big chilly mess here.

Fourth, “Fifteen Feet of Pure White Snow” by Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds:

Where is Mona? She’s long gone. Where is Mary? She’s taken her along. But they haven’t put their mittens on

And there’s fifteen feet of pure white snow

That song is SO GOOD, here is the video (complete with dancing Russians): VIDEO – Fifteen Feet of Pure White Snow

Jenkins Malone, Monster – Episode 1: Jenkins at the Bluegrass Festival

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(Originally posted on the website Heron Flight)

Along about the second weekend in May, Jenkins Malone, monster, rambled on over to Califonburg in his 1973 Dodge Dart. It wasn’t much of a car, but it had character, with its fine edging of cancerous fender rust along the rear wheel wells, its sun-faded rear dash, and its drooping headliner that sat like a veil atop Jenkins’ foam-front trucker’s cap. Jenkins didn’t care, as monsters usually don’t. He was happy to be swinging into town to catch his buddy JB’s band romping through tunes at the Bluegrass Festival. It was a down home event, where a down home kind of guy like Jenkins feels downright down home, just the way he likes it.

Jenkins strode in with just a touch of monster strut in his step, lifted by cheerful bluegrass sounds, the crisp mandolin notes bouncing along the top of the music, dancing merrily and helping Jenkins to forget the demands of the day, at least temporarily.

There’s JB, Jenkins smiled to himself, Boy can he make that mandolin hop! Sure is one heck of a happy sound!

Jenkins took a seat a few rows from the stage. He nodded hello to JB who gave a nod of acknowledgement back. That’s the way it is with buddies, no grand show of emotion, no elaborateness. A nod says enough.

Jenkins allowed himself to settle into the scene. There was a guy with a cobra tattoo on his calf selling ice cream from a truck to the side of the stage. He had a tendency to ring the bell on the truck after every song he liked. Which was every song, Jenkins noticed with annoyance. There was a chubby kid selling large pretzels off to the other side. A guy with stubbly gray whiskers in dark denim overalls and an old dingy t-shirt sat with his overweight wife, who sat with her breasts in her lap like two forgotten babies swaddled within her blouse. A youngster of about six, chubby like the pretzel kid, was doing an odd head banging belly dance in a moo-moo and flip-flops in front of the stage.

Americana at its finest, mused Jenkins.

After several enjoyable tunes, including a Johnny Cash cover that would do the Man in Black honor, in Jenkins’ opinion, JB’s band wrapped it up. With a wipe of his brow on his forearm, JB pulled up a chair next to Jenkins.

“What’s up, big guy?”

“Not much,” Jenkins replied. “That was some playin’ today, bro. You never fail to get my toes tappin’ and my heart wishin’ I was still playin’”

“Hey, you still got it big guy,” encouraged JB, “You’ll be playing again. Just give it time.”

“Hey, JB, you see that little girl dancing up there?”

“Yeah.”

“Does she look like she’s got Downs or somethin’ to you?”

“Geez! You’re right! Poor thing.”

“No, man. She’s happy. Look at her. God bless her, man.”

“Hey, J, you wanna come over for dinner tonight? Me and the misses are having a couple of the guys in the band over tonight. We’re gonna get Thai food from this place by me. They got this great fake duck tofu dish, man. You wanna join us?”

“Nah, man, I can’t. Too much stuff to do, you know?”

“Alright, man. Maybe next time.”

“Yo, JB, what’s up with that girl you guys got singing in the band?”

“Oh yeah, man, that’s Alison. She can really sing, huh?”

“Yeah, she’s alright. Kinda stone faced. Don’t you think?”

“Yeah, a little. But she’s cool. Really, J, she’s cool.”

“She does have nice shoes, bro.”

“Shoes?”

“Yeah, man. My girl would dig them shoes. Look at ‘em. They look all paisley or somethin’.”

“Shoes?”

The next band shambled onto the stage. The steel guitar began to cry and the singer crooned, “Tennessee Whiskey…” He was a man of Jenkins’ build with what appeared to be a medium-sized forest animal for a beard and a nest of hair in which such an animal might happily hunker down. He was shifty-eyed, wouldn’t look anyone straight in the eye while he was onstage.

Ah, thought Jenkins, wouldn’t I love to have a pint of that smooth black label Tennessee whiskey right now!

Just then HE came along. Daryl. He turned a chair around and sat facing Jenkins and JB with a big cheesy grin.

“Yo, bro! That was some wild playin’!”

“Thanks, man. That’s very kind of you,” replied JB.

“No, man I was trippin’ while you were up there.”

“Uh… and your name is…?”

“Oh! Sorry, man! I’m Daryl. But the guys I hang with called me Crazy D. You can call me Crazy D if you want to. Hey, can I get your phone number?”

Geez! Who is this kid? Jenkins thought to himself. What a clown!

“Aww, Daryl, uh, Crazy D, man, my cell phone’s busted, you know? It went through the wash and then melted in the dryer and then, uh, big Jenkins here stepped on it by accident.”

“Damn. That’s too bad. Hey, you outta get one of them pre-paid phones, man. There only like 20 bucks at Wal-Mart, you know?”

“Right.”

Oh God, I definitely need some whiskey now, Jenkins continued thinking. Look at this kid with the sleeves cut off of his Bullet for My Valentine t-shirt and his work jacket tied around his waist.

“Hey, kid. How old are you?”

“Me?”

No. Your brother, Jenkins’ mind spazzed.

“I’m seventeen. Hey, guys, check this out. Check this out. I was at this huge rock concert festival thing last weekend. There were like, I don’t know, fifty bands there! I’m not kidding. It was freakin’ awesome! The mosh pit was sooo cool! I had a blast moshin’, you know?”

“Really?”

“Yeah, man! Look at this bruise on my arm! I got that in the pit.”

“Nice, Crazy D. It kinda looks like Kentucky,” said Jenkins with a grin.

JB snorted.

“Guys, we should start a mosh pit right now. We should just like go right up there in front of the stage and just, you know, freakin’ start slammin’ into each other and stuff.”

“Yeah, then we can start spooning and making out and crap,” said Jenkins with one of his typical absurdist comments meant to catch the intelligently challenged off guard.

JB snorted again. “Aw, don’t mind him, Daryl. He’s just yankin’ your chain.”

“No, really. Moshin’ is so much fun. Look at the scratches all over my back from last weekend,” continued Daryl, lifting his shirt. “You should have seen this one girl. She got punched right in the FACE and she DIED, man. She DIED.”

“And that’s your idea of fun?” asked JB in disbelief.

“Oh, I was alright man. I had a lot of fun in the pit there.”

“That’s because he didn’t get punched in the face and die, JB.”

“But, those guys in the pit were crazy, man. They kept running into my girl on purpose. I had to take the one guy down, you know what I mean. I had to step up for my lady, you know what I’m sayin’? Those guys were hurtin’ girls, man. They were like a bunch of monsters in that pit, man!”

“Uh, hey, Daryl, watch it.”

“Oh man, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean nothin’ by it. I didn’t mean they were really monsters like you’re a monster, man. I’m sorry.”

“Here’s another thing, kid,” said Jenkins straightly. “Nobody uses the ‘M’ word who ain’t a monster. You dig? Only me and my monster bros can use the ‘M’ word with each other. Then it’s cool. But people like you, you need to refer to us as Monster-Americans. Ok?”

“Uh, yeah, man. I’m sorry. Hey guys, I’ll be back. That’s my girlfriend over there. I think she’s mad at me.” Daryl got up to leave just as suddenly as he first appeared.

“You mean the one with that little bit of beard on her chin and the army boots?” laughed Jenkins.

“Yeah, that’s her. I’ll be back.”

“Jenkins, man, you’re a hoot! The ‘M’ word! You really had that kid goin’!”

“Ha!” laughed Jenkins. “Good times! Good times! Hey, my friend, I’m headin’ out. I gotta split before ‘Crazy D’ comes back over here. But maybe you’ll get a little action with him later. He seems to really have a thing for you, man! At least maybe a little spoonin’ behind the stage! Ha!”

“I’ll text you the details later! Ha!”

“Later, bro.”

“I love ya, big J.”

“Aw, don’t let Daryl hear ya sayin’ that. You’ll break the poor kid’s heart! See ya.”

The Dodge Dart motored over the mountains toward home, Jenkins humming “Tennessee Whiskey” with the windows down.

“I gotta get a pair of them shoes for my girl. She’d like those.”