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I went hardcore. That\u2019s right. I crossed the line. I went too far this time. There is no going back. I could never be the same now even if I tried to go back. Not now that I\u2019ve gone and done this. I\u2019m still shaking my head at myself. I almost can\u2019t believe that I went and did what I did. I couldn\u2019t resist. When something that sexy is tantalizingly paraded before me, I can\u2019t hold back, especially given my particular propensities. I know I probably shouldn\u2019t have done this. There are certain ramifications and consequences that concern me now. I know I\u2019ll end up paying for this one day. But I just couldn\u2019t help myself! Do you have any idea what it\u2019s been like to live with all of this locked up inside me? I knew I would cross this line sooner or later. I knew I\u2019d reach out and touch the forbidden fruit. I knew I\u2019d shamelessly embrace it one day. It\u2019s as if it were written in the stars. This was my destiny. There is no other way for me to exist, really. I had to do this. I was driven to it by the fire that burns within my genes (jeans?). It couldn\u2019t be prevented. And frankly, I\u2019m happy I did it! I\u2019ll do it again one day if need be.<\/p>\n
So, let me confess what I did. I\u2019ll tell all of you right here on this website. I\u2019ll admit it to the whole world right here on the Internet. I have no pride anymore.<\/p>\n
And now the confession:<\/p>\n
I BOUGHT AN 80GB Ipod TODAY.<\/p>\n
It\u2019s true. That\u2019s how hardcore I am \u2013 about my MUSIC mofo! And yes, there are consequences! And I will be paying for this! But I had to do it. My 20GB iPod is full. How could I exist without the ability to carry ALL my music (and movies too now) with me everywhere? Merry (early) Christmas to me!<\/p>\n
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