The Bread of Deceit

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Bread of deceit is sweet to a man; but afterwards his mouth shall be filled with gravel.

Bread of Deceit

Yesterday, I wrote about the struggle with sin and how it is like venom of poisonous serpents. (“Of Mercy, Truth, Departing from Evil, Walking in Integrity, and Redemption”) “Just as the Israelites in the desert turned their eyes upon the brass serpent and were healed from the deadly venom of serpents, so I must look to Jesus only as the antivenom for my iniquity.” Today, I was impressed by the deceitfulness of sin when I read Proverbs 20:17: “Bread of deceit is sweet to a man; but afterwards his mouth shall be filled with gravel.” Yesterday, my thoughts were on the “afterwards,” the mouth full of gravel, the venom in the veins. But it’s the lure that gets one there. It starts with the deception. That’s the sweetness, the delicious bread. It ends with a mouth full of rocks.

There are some verses in Job that make the same connection between the deceitful sweetness and the bitter end result. Job 20:4, 5 says: “Knowest thou not this of old, since man was placed upon earth, that the triumphing of the wicked is short, and the joy of the hypocrite but for a moment?” Several verses below we find:

12. Though wickedness be sweet in his mouth, though he hide it under his tongue;
13. Though he spare it, and forsake it not; but keep it still within his mouth:
14. Yet his meat in his bowels is turned, it is the gall of asps within him.
15. He hath swallowed down riches, and he shall vomit them up again: God shall cast them out of his belly.
16. He shall suck the poison of asps: the viper’s tongue shall slay him.

Job 20:12 – 16

It’s impossible for my mind to not go straight back to the Garden of Eden when reading this. To be right there in that time of old, “since man was placed upon earth,” and to hear the tempter, “that old serpent, called the Devil, and Satan, which deceiveth the whole world,” (Revelation 12:9) saying, “You shall not surely die,” and to see Eve look upon the pleasant and desirable fruit… until Adam ultimately joined the feast and we all ended up with mouths full of gravel.

Hear a quote from Charles Bridges on Proverbs 20:17:

It is with deceit, as with every other sin, Satan always holds out the bait; always promises gain or pleasure as the wages of his service, and as surely disappoints the victims of his delusion.

 

Lead Me Not Into Temptation

Yesterday, I used the heading, “Deliver Me From Evil.” This morning I need to step back in my heart and pray, “Lead me not into temptation.” If the battle with sin is present every day, if I still have tendencies to indulge my flesh, if it remains so until I die – then I cannot flirt with temptation and expect to not experience the consequences. I shouldn’t even look at the deceitful bread, let alone pick it up and put it in my mouth. My eyes need to be elsewhere. They need to be on Jesus Christ. “Looking unto Jesus the author and finisher of my faith.”

 

In the End

I will close this brief blog post with another quote from Bridges on Proverbs 20:17, as well as the words of Scripture from James.

Holiness is sweet in the way and in the end too. Wickedness is sometimes sweet in the way, but always bitter in the end. Whatever be the tempter’s proffered advantage, his price is the soul, to be paid in the dying hour. Oh! The undoing bargain! An eternal treasure bartered for the trifle of a moment! Charmed we may be with the present sweetness; but bitter indeed will be the after-fruits, when the poor deluded sinner shall cry – “I tasted but a little honey, and I must die.” (1 Samuel 14:43) So surely is the bitterness that springs out of sin the bitterness of death.

13. Let no man say when he is tempted, I am tempted of God: for God cannot be tempted with evil, neither tempteth He any man:
14. But every man is tempted, when he is drawn away of his own lust, and enticed.
15. Then when lust hath conceived, it bringeth forth sin: and sin, when it is finished, bringeth forth death.
16. Do not err, my beloved brethren.
17. Every good gift and every perfect gift is from above, and cometh down from the Father of lights, with Whom there is no variableness, neither shadow of turning.

James 1:13 – 17

Of Mercy, Truth, Departing from Evil, Walking in Integrity, and Redemption

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It is 2:59 AM. It is quiet in the house.

O give thanks unto the Lord; for He is good: for His mercy endureth forever.

O give thanks unto the God of gods: for His mercy endureth forever.

O give thanks unto the Lord of lords: for His mercy endureth forever.

To Him alone who doeth great wonders: for His mercy endureth forever.

Psalm 136:1 – 4

 

Deliver Me From Evil

I did not sleep well. I woke up with anxious thoughts about work and the temptation to indulge sinful imaginations, the lure of escaping into a fantasy realm that is ultimately vain, empty, not satisfying, which ends up causing me shame and regret.

Then this Scripture entered my mind:

By mercy and truth iniquity is purged: and by the fear of the Lord men depart from evil.

Proverbs 16:6

So I got out of bed. I would rather give up sleep, or the attempt at sleep – which wasn’t going to happen because the pull to indulge was growing. I got up to reflect on God’s mercy and indulge in His truth instead. In this manner I sought to have this particular iniquity purged from my heart. I departed from the evil that was embracing me as I lay in bed. “Up and at ’em, fella! Time to seek the Lord!”

 

Integrity

The first thing I turned to was Psalm 26, which was the next one on my list of random Psalms to read. (The second one was Psalm 136.)

Judge me, O Lord; for I have walked in mine integrity: I have trusted also in the Lord; therefore I shall not slide.

Psalm 26:1

Oh! My integrity seems so flimsy compared to the statements that David confidently made! But in my weakness I did trust in the Lord. I did make an effort to maintain integrity. My track record in maintaining inner integrity – there in my heart where only God can see – is so very far from flawless. That’s for sure! There is no perfection here. But David had a questionable track record at times too. Didn’t he? He should have fled off his roof instead of indulging his lust for Bathsheba. (See 2 Samuel 11) “Flee fornication, David!” (1 Corinthians 6:18) I humbly thank God that He gave me grace to shut the eyes of my mind to the Bathshebas of fantasy and seek His word instead this morning.

As for my flimsy integrity,

This one thing I do, forgetting those things which are behind, and reaching forth unto those things which are before, I press toward the mark for the prize of the high calling of God in Christ Jesus.

Philippians 3:13, 14

It is God’s mercy that has purged me from iniquity this morning. “Therefore I shall not slide.” I cannot worry about later or tomorrow. I must look to Jesus. Just as the Israelites in the desert turned their eyes upon the brass serpent and were healed from the deadly venom of serpents, so I must look to Jesus only as the antivenom for my iniquity. (See Numbers 21 and John 3:14, 15)

 

Mercy and Truth

Examine me, O Lord, and prove me; try my reins and my heart. For Thy lovingkindness is before mine eyes: and I have walked in Thy truth.

Psalm 26:2, 3

How similar in theme are these two verses and Proverbs 16:6.

EXAMINE me. PROVE me. TRY my reins and my heart.
By mercy and truth iniquity is PURGED.

Thy LOVINGKINDNESS is before mine eyes.
By MERCY… iniquity is purged.

I have walked in Thy TRUTH.
By… TRUTH iniquity is purged.

It is all so beautiful.

 

Redemption

But as for me, I will walk in mine integrity: redeem me, and be merciful unto me.

Psalm 26:11

David’s immediate flip from a declaration that he will walk in his integrity to a prayer for redemption and mecy causes me to see that integrity includes the acknowledgement that I need redemption. I need mercy. The act of turning from my self-confidence and relying on God’s redemption in Jesus Christ is fundamental, is necessary, is essential to my integrity – regardless of the stability of my integrity. Without this foundational acknowledgement of my need for salvation, I have no true integrity. Iniquity is still present with me. I can’t ignore that glaring fact of my daily experience. I can’t pretend that I don’t sin. I can’t pretend that I don’t struggle. I can’t pretend that I don’t often lose the struggle. To ignore the venom is to die. Both the need to live and the battle for integrity demand that I cry out to God for mercy and that I look to Jesus Christ as my Savior in this battle. He is my redemption – not just from the penalty of sin, which I deserve, but also from the ravages of this war with sin (aka – “sanctification”).

Of course, St. Paul said this so much better:

I find then a law, that, when I would do good, evil is present with me.

For I delight in the law of God after the inward man:

But I see another law in my members, WARRING against the law of my mind, and bringing me into captivity to the law of sin which is in my members.

O wretched man that I am! Who shall deliver me from the body of this death?

I thank God through Jesus Christ our Lord!

 

The last word:

O give thanks to the Lord; for He is good: for His mercy endureth forever!

Psalm 136:1

A Hard Truth

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Lord, may I never reject You.

This morning I experienced one of those “coincidences” between writers in my devotional reading time.

First, I picked up J. C. Ryle’s Expository Thoughts on Matthew. I’ve been reading it off and on. Reading it in the morning as part of devotions is always enjoyable. It’s written in small easy to digest chapters. It’s very warm. It’s often challenging. Previously, I have read Ryle’s books on the Gospels of Luke and John. I loved them so much that I bought the whole seven volume set a few years ago.

After reading Ryle, I had a little time left before needing to get ready for the day. So I picked up Robert Haldane’s commentary on Romans. I had intended to finish that book last year but I got way off track on it. (I did finish 34 books last year. But not this one.) Now I am just taking it in small chunks – 15 – 20 minutes of reading at a time. It’s a long book – 729 pages. I’m on page 268. I’m going to be in this one for a while.

“Coincidentally,’ both authors touched on Jesus’ words regarding Capernaum and other cities that rejected Christ. These are the words from Matthew 11:20 – 24:

20. Then began He to upbraid the cities wherein most of His mighty works were done, because they repented not:
21. Woe unto thee, Chorazin! Woe unto thee, Bethsaida! For if the mighty works, which were done in you, had been done in Tyre and Sidon, they would have repented long ago in sackcloth and ashes.
22. But I say unto you, It shall be more tolerable for Tyre and Sidon at the day of judgment, than for you.
23. And thou, Capernaum, which art exalted unto heaven, shalt be brought down to hell: for if the mighty works, which have been done in thee, had been done in Sodom, it would have remained until this day.
24. But I say unto you, That it shall be more tolerable for the land of Sodom in the day of judgment, than for thee.

This is what Ryle had to say on these verses:

The second part of these verses shows us the exceeding wickedness of wilful impenitence. Our Lord declares that it shall be ‘more tolerable for Tyre, Sidon, and Sodom, in the day of judgment,’ than for those towns where people had heard His sermons, and seen His miracles, but had not repented.

There is something very solemn in this saying. Let us look at it well: let us think for a moment what dark, idolatrous, immoral, profligate places Tyre and Sidon must have been; let us call to mind the unspeakable wickedness of Sodom; let us remember that the cities named by our Lord – Chorazin, Bethsaida, and Capernaum – were probably no worse than other Jewish towns; and, at all events, were far better and more moral than Tyre, Sidon, and Sodom. And then let us observe that the people of Chorazin, Bethsaida, and Capernaum, are to be in the lowest hell, because they heard the gospel, and yet did not repent, – because they had great religious advantages, and did not use them. How awful this sounds!

Surely these words ought to make the ears of everyone tingle, who hears the gospel regularly, and yet remains unconverted. How great is the guilt of such a man before God! How great is the danger in which he daily stands! Moral, and decent, and respectable as his life may be, he is actually more guilty than an idolatrous Tyrian or Sidonian, or a miserable inhabitant of Sodom! They had no spiritual light: he has, and neglects it. They hear no gospel: he hears, but does not obey it. Their hearts might have been softened, if they had enjoyed his privileges: Tyre and Sidon ‘would have repented:’ Sodom ‘would have remained until this day.’ His heart under the full blaze of the gospel remains hard and unmoved. There is but one painful conclusion to be drawn: his guilt will be found greater than theirs at the last day. Most true is the remark of an English bishop, ‘Among all the aggravations of our sins, there is none more heinous than the frequent hearing of our duty.’

May we all think often about Chorazin, Bethsaida, and Capernaum! Let us settle it in our minds that it will never do to be content with merely hearing and liking the gospel: we must go further than this: we must actually ‘repent and be converted’ (Acts 3:19). We must actually lay hold on Christ, and become one with Him: till then we are in awful danger. It will prove more tolerable to have lived in Tyre, Sidon, and Sodom, than to have heard the gospel in England, and at last die unconverted.

This is from Haldane commenting on Romans 6:23, “For the wages of sin is death; but the gift of God is eternal life, through Jesus Christ our Lord:”

It is not to be questioned that there will be degrees in the punishment of the wicked. This is established by our Lord Himself, when He declares that it shall be more tolerable for Tyre and Sidon in the day of judgment than for the Jews. This punishment being the effect of Divine justice, the necessary proportion between crime and suffering will be observed; and as some crimes are greater and more aggravated than others, there will be a difference in the punishment inflicted. In one view, indeed, all sins are equal, because equally offences against God, and transgressions of His law; but, in another view, they differ from each other. Sin is in degree proportioned not only to the want of love to God and man which it displays, but likewise to the manner in which it is perpetrated. Murder is more aggravated than theft, and the sins against the second table of the law are less heinous than those committed against the first. Sins likewise vary in degree, according to the knowledge of him who commits them, and inasmuch as one is carried into full execution, and another remains but in thought or purpose. The difference in the degree of punishment will not consist, however, in what belongs to privation – for in this it must be equal to all – but in those sufferings which will be positively inflicted by God.

Our Lord three times in one discourse repeats that awful declaration, ‘Their worm dieth not, and the fire is not quenched.’ The term fire presents the idea of the intensity of the wrath or vengeance of God. It denotes that the sufferings of the condemned sinner are such as the body experiences from material fire, and that entire desolation which accompanies its devouring flames. Fire, however, consumes the matter on which it acts, and is thus itself extinguished. But it is not so with those who shall be delivered over to that fire which is not quenched. They will be upheld in existence by Divine justice, as the subjects on which it will be ever displayed. The expression, ‘their worm dieth not,’ indicates a continuance of pain and putrefaction such as the gnawing of worms would produce. As fire is extinguished when its fuel is consumed, in the same way the worm dies when the subject on which it subsists is destroyed. But here it is represented as never dying, because the persons of the wicked are supported for the endurance of this punishment. In employing these figures, the Lord seems to refer to the two methods in which the bodies of the dead were in former times consigned to darkness and oblivion, either by incremation or interment. In the first, they were consumed by fire; in the second, devoured by worms. The final punishment of the enemies of God is likewise represented by their being cast into the lake which burneth with fire and brimstone. This imports the multitude of griefs with which the wicked will be overwhelmed. What emblem can more strikingly portray the place of torment than the tossing waves, not merely of a flood of waters, but of liquid fire? And what can describe more awfully the intensity of the sufferings of those who are condemned, than the image of that brimstone by which the fierceness of fire is augmented?

These expressions, their worm dieth not, and the fire is not quenched, to which is added, ‘for every one shall be salted with fire,’ preclude every idea either of annihilation or of a future restoration to happiness. Under the law, the victims offered in sacrifice were appointed to be salted with salt, called ‘the salt of the covenant,’ Lev. 2:13. Salt is an emblem of incorruptibility, and its employment announced the perpetuity of the covenant of God with His people. In the same manner, all the sacrifices to His justice will be salted with fire. Every sinner will be preserved by the fire itself, becoming thereby incorruptible, and fitted to endure those torments to which he is destined. The just vengeance of God will render incorruptible the children of wrath, whose misery, any more than the blessedness of the righteous, will never come to an end.

‘The Son of Man,’ said Jesus, ‘goeth, as it is written of Him; but woe unto that man by whom the Son of Man is betrayed! It had been good for that man if he had not been born.’ If the punishment of the wicked in the future state were to terminate in a period, however remote, and were it to be followed with eternal happiness, what is here affirmed of Judas would not be true. A great gulf is fixed between the abodes of blessedness and misery, and every passage from the one to the other is for ever barred.

The punishment, then, of the wicked will be eternal, according to the figures employed, as well as to the express declarations of Scripture. Sin being committed against the infinity of God, merits an infinite punishment. In the natural order of justice, this punishment ought to be infinitely great; but as that is impossible, since the creature is incapable of suffering pain in an infinite degree, infinity in greatness is compensated by infinity in duration. The punishment, then, is finite in itself, and on this account it is capable of being inflicted in a greater or less degree; but as it is eternal, it bears the same proportion to the greatness of Him who is offended.

The metaphors and comparisons employed in Scripture to describe the intensity of the punishment of the wicked, are calculated deeply to impress the sentiment of the awful nature of that final retribution. ‘Tophet is ordained of old; yea, for the king it is prepared; he hath made it deep and large; the pile thereof is fire and much wood; the breath of the Lord, like a stream of brimstone, doth kindle it,’ Isaiah 30:33.

While the doctrine of eternal happiness is generally admitted, the eternity of future punishment is doubted by many. The declarations, however, of the Holy Scriptures respecting both are equally explicit. Concerning each of them the very same expressions are used. ‘These shall go away into everlasting (literally, eternal) punishment: but the righteous unto life eternal,” Matt. 25:46. Owing to the hardness of their hearts, men are insensible to the great evil of sin. Hence the threatenings of future punishment, according to the word of God, shock all their prejudices, and seem to them unjust, and such as never can be realized. The tempter said to the woman, ‘Ye shall not surely die,’ although God had declared it. In the same way that malignant deceiver now suggests that the doctrine of eternal punishment, although written as with a sunbeam in the book of God, although expressly affirmed by the Savior in the description of the last judgment, and so often repeated by Him during His abode on earth, is contrary to every idea that men ought to entertain of the goodness and mercy of God. He conceals from his votaries the fact that if God is merciful He is also just; and that, while forgiving iniquity, and transgression, and sin, He will by no means clear the guilty. Some who act as His servants in promoting this delusion, have admitted that the Scriptures do indeed threaten everlasting punishment to transgressors; but they say that God employs such threatenings as a veil to deter men from sin, while He by no means intends their execution. The veil, then which God has provided, is, according to them, too transparent to answer the purpose He designs, and they, in their superior wisdom, have been able to penetrate it. And this is one of their apologies for the Bible, with the design of making its doctrines more palatable to the world. On their own principles, then, they are chargeable with doing all in their power to frustrate what they affirm to be a provisions of mercy. Shall men, however eminent in the world, be for a moment listened to, who stand confessedly guilty of conduct so impious?

Infinitely great are the obligation of believers to that grace by which they have been made to differ from others, to flee to the refuge set before them in the Gospel, and to wait for the Son of God from heaven, whom He raised from the dead, even Jesus, which delivered us from the wrath to come.

This Plant Brings Joy

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Hibiscus

Hibiscus is such a beautiful plant – both its shiny green leaves and its elegant flowers. This one brings me gladness as it blooms each day. I bought it on a whim in the summer. It bloomed frequently as it sat on the patio table. Yet, once I placed it inside under the grow lights as the season changed, the plant has thrived even more. It has more blooms, more healthy leaves. It’s tempting to fill the house with hibiscus plants – a vast array of joyful color in every room!

The Providential Care of God

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Not one of them shall fall on the ground without your Father

I have written about the phenomenon of the many times when I read my daily Bible chapters and later find other authors referring to something I read that same day. This happened again yesterday.

In my morning Bible reading I read John 19 in which Jesus is being abused by Pilate: scourging, crown of thorns, beating, mocking. “He was wounded for our transgressions, He was bruised for our iniquities.” (Isaiah 53:5) During the course of this mistreatment, Pilate hears from the Jews that, according to their law, Jesus ought to die because He made Himself the Son of God. Hearing this, Pilate gets scared and ask Jesus where He is from. Jesus doesn’t answer him.

Pilate, being a godless haughty man, said to Jesus, “Speakest Thou not unto me? Knowest Thou not that I have power to crucify Thee, and have power to release Thee?”

Jesus’ response to Pilate is an amazing statement of godly confidence: “Thou couldest have no power at all over Me, except it were given thee from above.” These words cause me to pause and reflect whenever I read them.

Late in the day, I read J. C. Ryle’s “Expository Thoughts on the Gospel of Matthew.” I read the section on Matthew 10:24 – 33. The context of this chapter is that of Jesus sending forth His twelve apostles to preach, heal the sick, cleanse the lepers, raise the dead, cast out devils. He sends them forth to do good things, but He warns them that they will be mistreated by the world – just as it mistreats and maligns Him. But He gives them much encouragement to trust their heavenly Father’s care through it all.

Matthew 10:28 – 31:

Fear not them which kill the body, but are not able to kill the soul: but rather fear Him which is able to destroy both soul and body in hell.

Are not two sparrows sold for a farthing? and one of them shall not fall on the ground without your Father.

But the very hairs of your head are all numbered.

Fear ye not therefore, ye are of more value than many sparrows.

On this, Ryle says:

Those who try to do good must keep before their minds the providential care of God over them. Nothing can happen in this world without His permission: there is no such thing in reality as chance, accident, or luck. “The very hairs of their heads are all numbered.” The path of duty may sometimes lead them into great danger; health and life may seem to be imperiled, if they go forward: let them take courage in the thought that all around them is in God’s hand. Their bodies, their souls, their characters are all in His safe keeping: no disease can seize them, no hand can hurt them, unless He allows. They may say boldly to every fearful thing they meet with, “Thou couldest have no power at all against Me, except it were given thee from above.”

The verse from John again impressed me in the context in which Ryle placed it: for “those who try to do good.” Was not Jesus set upon the course of doing the ultimate good thing as He stood before Pilate? He was not just “trying” to do good. He was actually doing THE GOOD THING that NOTHING in all creation could have prevented. He was drinking the cup which His Father gave Him to win our salvation. NOTHING could have prevented Him, not even the Roman ruler Pilate, who had all the authority of the Roman empire behind him. He indeed had the power to allow Jesus to go free or to crucify Him. But the Father held even that in His own hand. Pilate could do NOTHING against Christ without permission from above.

The same divine care surrounds all those who are Christ’s. Every hair on our heads is numbered by God. That’s how intimate His care of us is. The world has NO power over us except for that which our Father allows. And all that He allows is for our good and His glory.

More words from the Apostle John:

1 John 4:4b: “Greater is He that is in you, than he that is in the world.”

1 John 5:4, 5: “For whatsoever is born of God overcometh the world: and this is the victory that overcometh the world, even our faith. Who is he that overcometh the world, but he that believeth that Jesus is the Son of God?”

And that brings us back to Jesus standing before the frightened Pontius Pilate: the Son of God doing a good work, overcoming the world, receiving the world’s hatred, while at the same time having full confidence in His Father’s care.

One last Scripture passage that came to my mind:

Hebrews 12:1 – 3:

Wherefore seeing we also are compassed about with so great a cloud of witnesses, let us lay aside every weight, and the sin which doth so easily beset us, and let us run with patience the race that is set before us,

Looking unto Jesus the author and finisher of our faith; who for the joy that was set before Him endured the cross, despising the shame, and is set down at the right hand of the throne of God.

For consider Him that endured such contradiction of sinners against Himself, lest ye be wearied and faint in your minds.”